SexyDevilGirl
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Frester said:
Hello
Cheer Cyrus Up!
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SexyDevilGirl
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Frester said:
He said they were moving out because they fight too much, but maybe he'll get more pretty girls to move in :bananarock:
MaidenMadness
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maybe he'll got them to kiss and make up :evil:SexyDevilGirl said:
SexyDevilGirl
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MaidenMadness said:
Hopefully :beardance:
SexyDevilGirl
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Cyrus said:
Don't say that-it makes me sad. Life is too precious to do such a thing. :cry:
SexyDevilGirl said:
I don't know really. Life is supposed to be something you enjoy, am I right? What if life for someone is a struggle? What if getting up every morning is a job in itself because you're mentally tired and you think "oh no...not another day".
Life used to be good, but the past 5-6 years I haven't had peace of mind/soul :cry:
I apologize for being so negative, but I can't help it at the moment.
SexyDevilGirl
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Cyrus said:
Everyone feels this way at some point. I've had this happen-but I've never felt as though I should end it all. I've always known that things might get worse-but they will definately get better. I guess I can't understand suicidal thoughts because I'm just lucky to be alive. I wake up everyday grateful I actually woke up! But if I can actually get out of bed-that's even better! I understand being mentally tired too- I am always that way. I guess insomnia is the cause for me. So if I am able to sleep, then wake up, and get out of bed-I am happy :banana:
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And a little foot note to my previous post-Cyrus, you have alot to live for. You seem like a really nice guy, you're smart and have a sense of humor-which is more than what I've got going for me. I'm just nice-but that is more than enough to make me want to live. And never forget-music is medicine for the soul! So turn on some tunes and :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana:
SexyDevilGirl
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the_nomad said:
EVERYTHING is better with music. I listen to music almost constantly-even in the bathroom :err:
My old house had speakers in the walls of every room, and we'd pipe music through them all day long. It was so cool.
SexyDevilGirl
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the_nomad said:
Yes! Everything! What couldn't be better with music? :?
SexyDevilGirl
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the_nomad said:
Don't test me :x
I am terrible at tests
SexyDevilGirl said:
I don't think I will commit suicide. I'm pretty sure I won't. At least not at this point in my life. Mainly because of my mum and sister. I know if I wasn't around my mum couldn't carry on. She has a pretty weak heart and me and my sister mean the world to her. So I would never do anything to harm her.
Sometimes the thought of dying and nothingness is like a warm blanket. It might sound pretty macabre or whatever, but it makes sense to me. To have nothing to worry about, nobody to please etc.
You know what I mean?
SexyDevilGirl said:
Let me ask you something then. If I'm such a nice guy and all, why am I constantly lonely?
I have tons of friends, mostly back in Norway, but I have yet to find that special someone. I'm not particulary talking about a girlfriend or whatever. More of a soul-mate if you want. Someone who completely understands me. Someone you don't have to talk to, just to entertain them, but you can enjoy the silence together Music is actually one of the things that makes me happy :banana: I could never live without that!