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Sometimes the cat likes to stand in the closet and howl

 

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I'm in much better shape than I thought

 

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Kind of want a snack but I don't know what. It's not anything I have right now

 

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Might have eaten too many nachos

 

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Should I make smores

 

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My day started out pretty crappy but I handled it well. I think exercise helps lower my stress.

 

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My train was half an hour late so I was late for work, the cash register stopped working, there was a huge mess and a lot of sweatshirts to put out, no paper to wrap fragile things in, and a big delivery where I had to rearrange heavy boxes on my own

Later on I had these really annoying people who asked me if I had a trash can and it looked like they were holding a dirty diaper!! Fuck no, take that shit outside and throw it in one of the cans there

 

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Getting close to 19,000 posts

 

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Where did all the time go tonight? It's already 1 am

 

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I feel like I didn't get the chance to do much of anything

 

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I'm going to try pureeing the cat's food and see if that helps with her mouth pain

 

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It sort of helps. I also got her churus and chicken broth and she's eaten part of them, at least.

 

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I'm in a bad mood. I did laundry and had to walk home in the pouring rain, so had to hang up a bunch of stuff that would ordinarily have been dry. When I got back I realized some things were missing. I walked all the way back to the laundromat and found that I hadn't taken my clothes out of one washer. It's a small washer so it wasn't much, but then I had to walk back home through the rain again and hang everything up.

The other terrible thing is that my cat is doing badly. We are nearing the end of the road and I don't want it to be this way.

 

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We had two good months where she didn't need painkiller at all. But now her pain medication is taking a very long time to kick in... I'm afraid it will stop working altogether. Early this morning she was okay, and it was past the time when her medicine should have stopped working. I was stupid and delayed giving her another dose because I thought she might not need it.

She got another dose this evening and she's asleep right now. I will try giving her soft food again in a little while. I know she's hungry and I feel absolutely terrible

 

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She had about a can of food and she's asleep again. I washed her blanket and she's nestled in there.

 

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I talked to my siblings and they're sympathetic. It is hard because she's normal in basically every other area. We went walking on the stairs and she's fascinated by everything in the stairwell, climbing up and down easily, batting at my hand when I put it through the bars.

 

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This evening was all over the place but she had a lot of food and she's calm now. Someone I know told me that pets tell you when it's time to go.

 

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Pretty much all of my laundry dried fine

 

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That meal was a good idea

 

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My back hurts and I still have so much to do today